Friday, May 20, 2011

The Smell Of Water

i love the ocean with all my heart!. it makes me feel like there's no tomorrow.  I can't Never imagine not living near the ocean. to hear the waves crash towards our land. the seagulls crying out. the ocean is filled with thoughts and mysteries. though the ocean to me is fully alive filled with lost souls. Washing up all my emotions on the seashore. Making me think of many things other than starbucks. starbucks is just for a relaxing state of mind for me. the ocean makes me feel more me. more pure in my soul. Making Me have more dignity in me. i love the way how my feet is on the soft sand. looking at the mar (ocean) makes me wonder what kind of world is out there. will it be for me? will i understand what the world gives me? who knows... but i love the ocean. i love the sandy water smell. its so fresh.

Starbucks!

Aaaah the sweet scent of coffee in the air. enjoying my java chip frappacino. with a bread of croissant bread. i think that's the name of the bread. Starbucks is one of my favorite coffee places i cane ever be. its relaxing and plays cool music that touch's my tune edge. now i just need a lap top and start blogging. that would be very pleasant. Starbucks Relaxes my mind and makes me wonder A-lot of what I'm Going to do in life. but if you ever need to be in a safe place to get a good ol coffee go to Starbucks(:
So this is the frappacino i soo totally love! it doesn't really taste like coffee. it taste kind of chocolaty. they give piece's of chocolate in the coffee. with the soft pluffy whip cream on top mixed with chocolate syrup. mmm dam i want one now think about this


Im going to want to taste this ice cream now! i never tasted it but now that i discovered they selled this ice cream Ima want to buy and taste it ^.^

In Like of a stranger

so I'm in LIKE of this stranger i know him, personally. i like this kid a-lot ever since i saw hi in my freshman year of high school there was something about him that caught my eye. and every time we would look at each other i have this strange connection (don't think about twilight its so gay). i know i have always say this about some guys but this one is really special for some reason. i hope my feelings don't mistake this again. cause i truly like this guy. he's sweet, he's chill, he loves the music i listen to also. i wish he can be mine. but sadly no hes taken. and nothing i can do about it. when i found out a few years ago he was taken my heart broke into little pieces. i feel like my other half of my heart torn out. there's nothing i can do now but wait. but i get the feeling he will never be mine. he shows so much love toward his girl. i wish i had that kind of love. this stranger i know is a stranger to my heart. when we look i get happy. he'll look when i wont stare but i notice. i wish he was mine. i bet sound pretty insane here right now like a psycho stalker person but truly I'm not. just expressing my feelings. there's no judge in that.... hopefully ha ha. but yeah i bet i sound creepy oh well I'm still in like with this person. and hopefully i will let these feelings out soon

Monday, May 16, 2011

Waiting In Empty Heart

So No Luck on finding a true guy. (For reals) all the guys i meet are usually just to use me for their pleasure. and if i meet "the one guy" he is either taken or not interested. it gets very annoying but i'm not really dissatisfied anymore. i came to the point where i'm just used to it. or just think i'm not that OK looking. so here i am waiting in a empty heart. i really don't like people asking about my sex or love life. to me its kind of embarrassing for some reason. god knows why. but yeah ive experience many many things about relationships that it makes me scared in a way.