Waiting In Empty Heart

So No Luck on finding a true guy. (For reals) all the guys i meet are usually just to use me for their pleasure. and if i meet "the one guy" he is either taken or not interested. it gets very annoying but i'm not really dissatisfied anymore. i came to the point where i'm just used to it. or just think i'm not that OK looking. so here i am waiting in a empty heart. i really don't like people asking about my sex or love life. to me its kind of embarrassing for some reason. god knows why. but yeah ive experience many many things about relationships that it makes me scared in a way.